11:03

i dont know where to begin
i really cant begin at the beginning
cause that would take too long

so i'll begin at the end
or rather the middle i should say
since the end hasnt arrived yet

today was wonderful
oh so wonderful
filled with joy only God could provide
one of those days
when you are so humbled to be alive
when you open the door to the morning,
and the sun comes bursting through
when you walk home at night
praying for your neighbors and each house
you pass by

this was a day i couldnt stop smiling
tried but just failed
and didnt care cause i'd much rather smile

and these days bring energy
tons of it
i feel ready to conquer the world
or drive to the beach and dance along the shore
without a care in the world
and dont care who's watching
i want to climb a mountain and look out over the valley
sparkled with lights and far away noises of the night
[did i mention i love nights?
and the smell of honeysuckle as i quietly slip home down the deserted streets.]

there's so many things i would wish for right now
and yet, there's a peace
a calmness
reassuring love from the One who loves me
more than any earthly man ever could
i'm a living paradox tonight
wishing, yet content
confused, yet certain

oh Abba Father, you are good.

and there is nothing left for me to say.